Humiliated again.

[Ender]

Well, my thread was closed down, as I expected. I understand the reasoning for doing so, and thoroughly apologize for bringing personal issues onto the board, but it was something I felt like I had to do. As I mentioned, it was the only way I had to communicate what I thought was a very important message. I don't bear any animosity, since I belive that when you take risks to try to help people, you should accept the consequence.
Having humiliated myself, and having probably having caused far too much trouble, this will most likely be the last you hear from me. I don't expect anyone to get broken up, but before I go I would like to request that the thread be opened long enough for me to delete it. It serves no purpose now, and I don't want anymore people than neccesary to know that much about me. I would really appreciate this small favor.

[Lindsey]

Ender..You had to do what you had to do and that was fine.You didn't get humiliated by us schmoes,JoBlo never gave us a chance to reply (and I know why..you were doing your job).Please don't go,cause if you do I'll feel like it's my fault.

[JoBlo]

Dude, I honestly bear no animosity towards you or any of the people on the "personal" posts, it was just something that we needed to do (as I'm sure you understand). If you honestly want me to delete, I will do so ASAP, if not I will leave it on and it will eventually disappear among all the other posts.

But I don't really think that you should feel "embarassed" or anything by it. I myself live by the rule of "say what's on your mind" in my "real life", so I hear where you're coming from, but as mentioned in the post, it's just not for our board (although I understand why you posted it there). BTW, for the record, I didn't even read your post (just the first two lines to establish its "personal" state), so if you want it gone...just say the word!!

But I personally do hope that you stay...it's HONESTLY no big deal and life is life... (ugh, how deep, JoBlo... /ubb/rolleyes.gif

[Mike Sampson]

Seriously Ender, don't ever feel humiliated here at the boards. That's the great part about hangin' here. Everybody's looking out for each other and I can honestly say that all the people here respect your honesty and thoughtfulness. Like JoBlo, I'm not very informed about the details of your post, but I don't even think that many people beyond the designated Lindsey read it. Maybe it was closed and maybe it'll be deleted but that's nothing to be embarrassed about. You did what you felt you ahd to do. I think I speak for everybody here when I ask you to stick around with us for as long as we're around. You gotta admit we have some great conversations around here and a whole lotta fun. If you're uncomfortable, just lurk for a while and start posting again when you feel the need. I'd certainly hate to see you go dude. Keep cool and if you need anything you can always e-mail your friendly moderators.

lates,
joeyB