Well l am glad that you are over this and trying so hard to get back on top
It shows in the way you write here on this forum
Yes it is amaznig in what a person does when they are drunk..
it also shows in how you can get so caught up in drinking that you can distroy things and hurt people you love
When l was watching my freinds father trying to hurt his wife and smashing everything in sight it was scary thing to see
Something l will not want to see again
Also seeing someone do this type of thing when you are not drinking can give you a eyeful of what a person does when they lose control while drinking
You can tell them to stop the only way to stop it is calling the police for help and seeing people next door watching what is happening is bad too